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[Thursday
January 14th, 2010]
hahahah
wow

today is awesome

i want to hang out with you soon
i havent seen you in ages
hahah
you just want my tight ass
hell yea baby
what do you think the whole point of this friendship thing was about???
lol
hahah
=]
uhh well i thought you were more than just a good fuck
but i guess i was wrong
a good fuck??? sweetheart.. im GREAT fuck =]
i dont know about that
well.. i guess the occasional dinner and a movie deal is alright.. but nothing to public
i lost my virginity to a black guy
9and a half inches
i lost mine to a half black guy
hahah
i've had my fair share of big dicks
hahah
and trust me.. it's not always true what they say about black men
i know
im just saying dont get too cocky
you have no idea what i have to compare to
hahaha don't get to cocky?? trying to be punny?
no
but i could be if i wanted
hahah
omg haahha
what?
i totally just thought i was talking to someone else hahaha
and now that i realize that im talking to you
i think this conversation just got even better
which part?
like this whole thing
hahahahaha
starting with my tight ass
hahahahah
and who exactly did you think you were talking to?
this guy named ryan
who has been trying to sleep with me for a few weeks
and i keep refusing him
hahahahah
this conversation did just get better
but im happy like you just went with it
well yea
and made it so funny

0__ARRRGGG__Bitch, please

[Thursday
December 17th, 2009]
the words of someone who supposedly cares about me "you have no idea what kind of ass whole i can be and your walking on very thin ice and if your not careful you might find out" WOW thats all i have to say

0__ARRRGGG__Bitch, please

[Wednesday
December 9th, 2009]
sometimes i feel like were just in two diffrent parts in our lives
we arnt going through the same things and i can remember going through what your going through and i dont really wanna go through it all over again but with you sometimes i feel like i have to.

0__ARRRGGG__Bitch, please

[Monday
November 30th, 2009]
some days i feel like your too immature
other days i feel like your the best thing to ever happen to me
but most days im just not sure.

maybe you moving here will be an answer
maybe it wont

i just hope this whole thing gets a little bit better
im sick of fighting over stupid things
im sick you being such a hypocrite
and having such hi expectations
i wish you would respect me
and most of all i wish you would just listen

1__ARRRGGG__Bitch, please

[Saturday
June 27th, 2009]
i have come to the conclusion that somehow i seem to attract the crazies.

i have had a crazy girl living with me for over a month now and she cant seem do do anything right and she can bitch about people who actually have real problems. but she seems to create all her own problems and drama. i cant handle it much longer i need some more friends out here soon. so i don't have to listen to all this crap. when your a person i can only handle about once a week and i have to live with you 24/7 for about 2 months i want to kill myself or more like duck tape you to a chair and lock you in a room and throw food at you one a day and shut the door.


someone please help me.........

4__ARRRGGG__Bitch, please

[Monday
April 13th, 2009]
im pretty sure you just told me that you

a. cheated on me when we dated

and

b. you were never attracted to me.

but then you made it seem like i was jumping to conclusions but im pretty sure that you are trying to tell me with out me getting upset...........but seriously you never told me why we broke up you sent me a text at 7 am telling me it wasnt working out. soooo i dont know what to think
and i feel more scareed than ever that another boy will cheat on me

2 is not good.



wtf...?


why would you tell me now

0__ARRRGGG__Bitch, please

[Thursday
April 9th, 2009]
why does this have to happen

why do you come back into my life

changed telling me everything i want to hear

why do i miss you so much

why do i love you so much

i dont get it

why cant i just move on

why am i curious to see if you will do it again

why do i think there is a chance

0__ARRRGGG__Bitch, please

[Tuesday
April 7th, 2009]
In a perfect world my mind would be able to shut down. I would be able to forget about the what-ifs and just move forward. I would be able to sleep instead of the 2 am strolls i take to try and figure it all out. In a perfect world i would never worry. In a perfect world i could find happiness in everything

0__ARRRGGG__Bitch, please

ass whole........... [Saturday
March 28th, 2009]
Did I wake you, we’re you sleepin’, were you still in my bed?
Or is a nightmare keepin’ you up instead?
Oh baby, are you feelin’ guilty for what you did?
If you think you’re hurtin’, you ain’t seen nothin’ yet.

Was it really worth it?
Was she everything that you were looking for?
Feel like a man?
I hope you know that, you can’t go back
Cause all we had, is broken like Shattered Glass.

You’re gonna see me, in your dreams tonight
My face is gonna haunt you all the time
I promise that you gon’ want me back
When your world falls apart, like shattered glass
Glass, glass, glass

Are you having trouble focusin’ throught the day?
Do you find yourself, still callin’ my name?
Do you wish you could rewind time and take it back?
I bet you realize, that she ain’t half the woman I am.

Was it really worth it?
Was she everything that you were looking for?
Feel like a man?
I hope you know that, you can’t go back
Cause all we had, is broken like Shattered Glass

You’re gonna see me, in your dreams tonight
My face is gonna haunt you all the time
I promise that you gon’ want me back
When your world falls apart
Like Shattered Glass

Glass, glass, glass, glass
Like like .. glass (ee ee ee)
Glass, (gla..) glass, (gla…) glass

Haaaa –oooh…

0__ARRRGGG__Bitch, please

[Wednesday
March 25th, 2009]
i didnt know that a brake ment that

you want a chance to date other people but if it doesnt work out then you will just have me as a back up

no shitty

and i wish you could pick boys off face book to flirt with that arnt already on my friends list

so i dont have to see it in my news feed

thanks

0__ARRRGGG__Bitch, please

[Tuesday
March 17th, 2009]
if your not happy in this

then please dont stay with me.

it would honestly hurt more to find out you were unhappy
then for you to just tell me now that your unhappy


think about it.....

1__ARRRGGG__Bitch, please

[Tuesday
March 17th, 2009]
i just wish i could have one stable relationship/Friendship with a human being sometime soon somewhere on this planet.

i just dont get it

0__ARRRGGG__Bitch, please

[Friday
February 20th, 2009]
i know somethings going on
im not stupid
you need to be responsible for your actions up and tell me whats gong on
you need to tell me what happened
what you have been saying to him
its not fair to do this to me after everything i have done for you
after everything

0__ARRRGGG__Bitch, please

[Saturday
February 14th, 2009]
sorry im such a disappointment to you
i have been a disappointment my entire life


im sorry i cant make you happy

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im trying here

0__ARRRGGG__Bitch, please

<3 kevin<3 [Tuesday
February 10th, 2009]
Nothin' about you is typical
Nothin' about you's predictable
You got me all twisted and confused
(It's so you)
Up 'til now, I thought I knew love
Nothin' to lose and it's damaged 'cause
Pattern to fall as quick as I do
(But now)

Bridges are burnin'
Baby, I'm learnin'
A new way of thinking now
Love, I can see
Nothing will be
Just like it was
Is that because

Baby, you're so unusual
Didn't anyone tell you you're s'posed to
Break my heart, I expect you to
So why haven't you?
Maybe you're not even human 'cause
Only an angel could be so unusual
Sweet surprise I could get used to
Unusual you

Ah-ah, ah ah
Ah-ah, ah ah
Ah-ah, ah ah
Ah-ah, ah ah

Been so many things when I was someone else
Boxer in the ring, tryin' to defend myself
And the private eye to see what's goin' on
(That's long gone)
When I'm with you, I can just be myself
You're always where you say you will be
Shocking, 'cause I never knew love like this
Could exist

Tables are turnin'
My heart is soarin'
You'll never let me down
Answer my call
Here after all
Never met anyone
Like you

Baby, you're so unusual
Didn't anyone tell you you're s'posed to
Break my heart, I expect you to
So why haven't you?
Maybe you're not even human 'cause
Only an angel could be so unusual
Sweet surprise I could get used to
Unusual you

Ah-ah, ah ah
Ah-ah, ah ah
Ah-ah, ah ah
Ah-ah, ah ah

Can't believe that I
Almost didn't try
When you called my name
Now everything is changed

Baby, you're so unusual
Didn't anyone tell you you're s'posed to
Break my heart, I expect you to
So why haven't you?
Maybe you're not even human 'cause
Only an angel could be so unusual
Sweet surprise I could get used to
Unusual you

2__ARRRGGG__Bitch, please

[Saturday
January 31st, 2009]
i hate living with you
i cant stand it any more
i hate your attitude
i hate your voice
your so god damn narcissistic
i cant handle it any longer
i want to move out
when grace is not here i cant deal with you
when grace is here i cant deal with you
your boyfriend is a tool
hes obnoxious
hes the most annoying thing i have ever ha to be around
and so are you
i want to hurt you
i want to hurt you so bad
you have no idea how sick and tired i am of all of this shit
you honestly have no idea
its all going to come out quite soon
and your going to know how much i hate you
because your a dirty ass bitch
and i cant deal with it any more




i dont know what im going to do
i cant be here until june with you any more
as soon as i can find two people to replace grace and i


peace the fuck out bitch

i hope i never have to see your stupid ass ever again





xoxoxoxox


Louie

2__ARRRGGG__Bitch, please

[Thursday
January 8th, 2009]
well my loan was denied because somehow the government has confused me and my dad
some how i took out a mortgage when i was a sophomore in high-school. i also somehow started a bank account when i was in 5th grade and am over draft or something

either way i dont have money now
i cant find a job but i am still looking



and kevin has moved in with me

i feel like its starting to hurt us more than anything and i didnt want this to happen
i dont know what to do because he doesnt really have anywhere else to go

i just hope he gets a job soon and can move out
i hope i get a job soon so we can at least have some time apart
and i hope one of us has a job because we have like 60 dollars for the rest of the month

i also have to stop smoking because i cant afford it and
i have been so cranky lately

we have watched every fucking movie in this house i feel like and its only been a week


im scared and i hope things start to look up

i dont know how much more of this i can deal with

0__ARRRGGG__Bitch, please

[Tuesday
December 9th, 2008]
and thats that.












good bye sonny.

2__ARRRGGG__Bitch, please

[Saturday
December 6th, 2008]
im patiently waiting for the day for you to forgive me
it was completely stupid and im sorry
but i think some how your happy because you dont have to deal with me
if im just out of your life

which is fine


as long as you know that is was

YOUR CHOICE

to just stop talking to me

have a happy life my dear

im not holding any grudges and i feels great
and hopefully you can too
before its too late

0__ARRRGGG__Bitch, please

[Monday
September 22nd, 2008]
what happened?
things were supposed to be so much more than they are
my expectations for everything were so much higher
i always feel like this
what are you supposed to do when you cant stop getting your hopes up and your almost always set up to be let down?

0__ARRRGGG__Bitch, please

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